I always liked this song, and I loved that movie, even though I can't see myself watching it again... too painful to watch. I wondered why someone would want to give up eternity just to be with the woman he loves, for just one day. I can't imagine myself doing that. It's just too painful... I always followed this rule: that if there is something I want really bad, and all of a sudden it is offered to me, I will not take it. Because if I do, and it is so good, I might not be able to survive the loss if it is taken away from me one day. Better not to have it, then nothing can be taken away from me, because I had nothing in the first place. I went by that rule for a long time... mostly because so much was taken away from me and it hurt a lot. So unexpected. One day it's there, next day it's not.

One day I met this very special man, who touched my life in such a special way. I made the same mistake again, following the same stupid rule. He is the most beautiful person I have met, inside and out. And well, I froze.

If you find someone who's really worth it... don't make the same mistake I did.

I only had one day in my life with him, actually, just three hours. But just that one day with him is better than never experiencing him at all. It was only 3 hours of my life, and come to think of it, it's mostly my fault why it was only that short time... but that's another story. :-) The memories and images are very clear even now, tucked away inside that special place in my heart, and when I feel down, I would take that memory out and remember... never fails to make not only my lips smile, but my heart as well.

Life is a journey, sometimes you meet someone, and then somewhere along you have to part ways for a while. But if you get lucky, you just might find yourself walking the same path again sometime. I will always hope that someday, I will see this special friend of mine again. And if I never do, I wish him all the happiness and success. Take care of yourself Roger. :-) You always are and will be in my thoughts and prayers. Thank you for touching my life.